Man is nothing but an authentic experiment from God. He has devised you so well and the chemical composition is so damn good that he has created a living being out of those chemical compositions. As far as I know a man cannot do that, even if you provide him with any number of chemicals to play with, he cannot come up with a living being from the same. Test tube babies are still under experiment. The max you can end up is creating either a T Virus or Alice.
So coming back to the point again – who really are you? Even if you ask this question to yourself what is the first thing that comes to your mind?
If you say that you are an achiever, a go getter, or an alpha being then that is due to the increased testosterone or estrogen supplemented with dopamine and norepinephrine in your body. If you consider yourself as a Happy go lucky person, then again its a chemical serotonin which reign with supreme in your body. If you are attracted to someone then Oxycontin and Pheromones are going haywire and if you are in lust then again its due to the testosterone, which are riding a wild horse. If you say you are a painter, musician, an artist then again its because your right side of the brain is more active or is the primary , if you are an engineer, a scientist, a data technician, then its because your left side of the brain works as a primary. If you are deficient in dopamine and serotonin then you go into depression or maybe into Parkinson. Even if you are temporary or terminally ill then again its due to the imbalance in your body, be it insulin, cholesterol or any other ill fated chemical.
Then if body is the home of a thousand chemical compositions then who really are you and what is your real behavior? If whatever you feel or react is the output of a chemical equation then how will you really react without them? And how can you say this is really you?
Even if we say its consciousness, and that rules supreme, then again it is a state of mind, and if we have some lunacy then that also wont help. A sane person can still try to achieve a state of stability (of the mind), but what about the gifted ones?
I am still seeking an answer and one question is literally leading to another. I do not want to make this post reach nowhere. I will let you know if I reach a conclusion one day.